Ugh sometimes it’s so hard… So FREAKING HARD… To look at myself and think I’m beautiful. Like right now all I can see when I look in the mirror is how my face looks pudgy or my arms look bigger or my waist is getting bigger because I have lost my healthy eating habits and failed to work out regularly. And man I don’t have time to do these things- I’m in grad school classes 12 hours a day and I still have to do homework after that- but it still sucks, and the excuses don’t make me feel better.
I need to start logging my food again or something. Because I was so happy a few months ago and I miss that.
Sorry for all the triggers. I’ll try to tag anything that could be related. Please note that tag does not mean it applies to me, I’m just being curteous (ie, I’ve never had an eating disorder).